One More Chance

I finally decided what I am going to do with this new guy.  I met him not too long ago and he didn't excite me in person like he did on the phone.  I was very disappointed.  I had high hopes.  This was the guy that I have been waiting on.  He matched just about all the things on my list.  And because of that I continued to give him a chance.  I prayed that my wall came down and I got to that point of being in a new relationship and glowing and all that good stuff.  I saw it in the background but I couldn't let it through yet.  After getting some advice from my sister, she reassured me.  I am usually not the one to care what other people say but that was one thing that made me hesitant.  I am taking a chance on love.  I am the only one that has to accept him and be OK with all that he comes with.  I had to reactivate my confidence to deal with family and friend's reaction to this new choice I am about to make.  Sometimes you have to turn a deaf ear to the possibly negative outsiders.  The bottom line is my happiness.  And if he can make me happy and I am getting treated like gold, then that's all that matters.  I am not looking for the approval of everybody else.  Just thinking about other people that I know who made a choice to date a different kind of guy than what you preferred made me feel a lot better.  We will see how this weekend goes with the in person chemistry.  I think it will all work out.  I'm excited and nervous at the same time.  I have nothing to lose so I'm giving him one more chance!