Mind Over Matter

After a long battle between my mind and heart, I finally made my decision.  I let my heart lead.  I made it official with the new guy that I met who was 'too Mr.Nice Guy'.  We took a spare of the moment trip to Kemah.  We had a fab dinner of crabcakes, lobster and steak.  I saw that he was being himself, which is what I was waiting for.  I didn't want to see anymore of the guy that was so predictable and always said yes and as a result, lost his male role of taking charge.  But once he did, I was all in!  I got all that I wanted and more but that was one little thing that I didn't want....kids.  I have been down that road before and I said I didn't want to drive that route again.  After being single and realizing how the market goes, I became more lenient.  I couldn't write this guy off just because he had kids.  Another reason why I was hesistant was I didn't want me or him to get judged every time my family and friends found out he had kids and the amount.  Once I made sure I was OK with that ordeal, I decided to let it go now and not let it bother me later.  This is definitely a road less traveled.