Having another wave - going to try and write everytime it happens - maybe it will help.
By Emsonline, Thursday, February 11, 2010, 4 commentsHaving another wave - going to try and write everytime it happens - maybe it will help.
Was just sitting on the train reading my book and for some reason I'm thinking about Sunday night at mama's again - and how strange it felt without him there.
Infact I was feeling guilty that we all seemed to be having do much fun. I have to remind myself that he'd be happy knowing we were all there enjoyung ourselves but without him seems so wrong. As mama keeps saying he's not coming back - I can't tell you how much I wish that wasn't true and he'd be calling me at work for a chat or he'd be at home tinkering on his bloody computer.
Amazing how we really dont appreciate fully what we've got until its gone.
Ok, melt down over.
Unhappy Skirt Out


















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Thinking about you and
My heart goes out to you.
~Laura
these feelings will get us
these feelings will get us when we are not looking. Today we buried Walter's father and at the end of the day it seemed so odd. Last month he was driving on living on his own and now he is gone.
Let those feelings come and what I do with my best friend, David, who died 12 years ago is I talk to him. Don't move my lips but he is still on the jounrey with me. Plus he is good at finding things I misplaced! Thinking about you Em and sending a hug. xx elizabeth
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sad fest
Elizabeth- I am sorry for your loss of your friend... but I think you are right, about the talking, at least. I am still deeply sad, too... Deez parts of life iz hard... :(
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