Erin Davis's blog

I've been a quiet blogger lately, largely because I needed all my resources to make it through the holidays.

I made it but more importantly, I did not go back to my abuser. Not that I seriously entertained the thought, but in the background of everything I do is the compulsion to be nice to him. It makes no sense to want to be kind to someone who treated me as a non-human for three years, but I was taught above all things to treat others as I wish to be treated.